Resurrection From the Abyss: The Tale Behind Austero’s Abismo

“I’ve compiled 10 melodies that tell my tale”

Abismo is a powerful and timeless piece of art. In his first full-length album,  Austero poured four long years of work into the 10 songs that make up his newest record, a personal antidote released on May 7, 2020. Known for his deep funky bass lines, gnarly glitch sounds and mesmerizing guitar, Austero has created a contemporary masterpiece. Each installment contains an audible story with an essential place in the larger message of the album: a resurrection from the abyss.

The title Abismo draws its name from the Spanish word for abyss and reflects an intensely personal period in the life of Albino Sosa (stage name Austero). A series of events that affected his heart and threw him into a dark place in life which would break him apart, only to rise anew through music. 

After a successful international tour during the summer of 2016, Albino returned to his adopted home in Melbourne, Australia to compose his most meaningful album yet. In late 2016, soon after writing the first song for the new album, ‘Let’s Get Started’, he received an ominous number of texts and calls from his family in Mexico. Albino is originally from Tampico, Mexico and frequently returned to his homeland to be with family. It was on a cold morning when Albino remembers shaking as he heard the news that his father’s life had been taken in an attempted robbery in his hometown. Life changed for Albino from that moment forward. Less than six months later he and his wife separated, effectively leaving him alone in this world. Albino says in the deepest darkest place, he had to make a home. “I knew that this album was my only way out of the abyss,” he shared in a recent interview.

“Trying my best to stay afloat, I wrote more music. Ironically, the most beautiful songs I’ve ever written arose from that place – it is funny how art works. In 2018, I completely lost myself. I got to a point where if I had stopped, I would’ve probably died. It was there that I knew waking up was the only way out or [I would] forever lose myself in the mists of the abyss. So, with the help of the voices in my head I picked up the few pieces that were still spirited and stood up, grabbed my guitar and kept on doing music. It was the only thing I could do, and the only thing that was keeping me away from descending back to that cold and lonely basement.”

The album is a cathartic expression of the human spirit. Knowing Abismo’s origins, it is easy to see how the music is a direct reflection of the visceral emotions present and very real in him through this tough period. Each song’s unique energy holds a deeply raw and heartfelt story that can have meaning to any listener. As the sonic palette changes between each composition, the album seamlessly transitions from frenetic excitement to downtempo introspection, and back again, concluding with his most sentimental track, “Ultima Llamada”. This personal homage to his father samples one of his father’s  final voicemails, where he shares that “it’s all OK”. Dissonant sounds in the song Waterdogs challenge the listener to look into the face of those feelings we may try to avoid; while Ultima Llamada carries listeners away on a cloud of stringed melodies and shuffling drums that really do make you feel like you are ascending to somewhere above.

Woven tapestries of sound can be found in songs like Catharsis, where the final notes of the piano put listeners into a transcendental state. Dripping guitar melodies and low end vibrations can be found on most songs, surrounded by the climactic body-moving bass track Mexican Music Man delightfully infused with Latin American flavors. Perhaps the following track, one of the most fun loving songs, Back to the Funk can resonate as an uplifting summary of the album’s intention. A beautiful light hearted party tune with lyrics by local Melbourne rapper Kudos telling the golden message: remember to live right now, give love and appreciate being alive. A meaningful musical remedy to reflect upon the true friends around us and the unforgettable moments we cherish in life

Breaking Borders: We began our recent conversation with curiosity as to how Austero’s intentions for the album shifted after the tragic events occurred and if there was a dramatic difference in his musical expression before and after. He explained that music production comes first from the heart, then the head. This album was a deep journey of transmuting the pain into a new level of expression, a type of medicinal reflection through music making that could help him process and heal his losses.

Austero: “Well for the first part, I really didn’t even think about making music. For about maybe a year or so nothing was coming out. I usually fuel my studio/creation time with emotions, good or bad, that has always been the dynamic. But this time was different. For the first year, my brain wasn’t ready for it. I had to relearn how to do it again. My brain and my heart were so destroyed, it was hard to even start songs. And when I did, it was like I had never done it before. 

So I tried over and over again. It took a while to get into it. I’m talking about more than a year. But once I started to groove, and started to feel again, it was on! Every time I made a riff or a cool beat it was like some part of me healed, because that made me smile you know. It was medicine.

So yeah, there was a shift of energy, a difference in my expression. Everything changed, but not for the worst. I had a purpose now – a meaning. Something very personal has been put on each and every song of this album. It became catharsis.”

The background behind the album process can reveal the personality of each track and the record as a whole. We continued the conversation by opening up and deepening our understanding about certain experiences, moments of clarity and defining relationships that Austero channeled into this project. Our curiosity lay in how he reflected on the album as an extension and release of the deep emotional crises he was going through.   

“The Record as a whole has been the most alchemic healing experience of my life – real catharsis. Every song has a meaning behind it, a piece of my rollercoaster – unpredictable life at the time, printed in whichever way I could play it. Trust me, It’s all there. 

I think that more than an overall story for the album there’s an overall feeling about it. One of resilience and reinvention, overcoming life changing experiences, of dealing with life in whichever twisted ways it might present to you. The making of “Abismo” was like a musical diary, with memories and emotions transformed into something audible, almost tangible. Once the music was released, it felt so freeing, like a big weight off my shoulders. It became the conclusion of a hard, but wise chapter of my life that showed me how to let go. Now I can continue with the next chapter of my life. I’m Happy with the results.”

The four locations where Austero wrote and produced the songs for Abismo were three music studios in Melbourne and one in Monterey, Mexico. Given the diversity of sounds throughout the record from glitchy bass lines to melodic Mexican flavors, bilingual lyrics and eclectic electric guitar leads, Abismo surely gives listeners a dynamic adaptation of the cross-cultural life he lives as a music producer.

Austero also worked with several vocalists (Dub Princess, Arowe, Kudos, Caro Vargas) that added impactful words to his music. We asked him to explain how these specific artists became a part of the album process and what was the importance behind adding a defining lyrical element to this project. He expressed to us how each artist came through strong with their unique expression which complemented the musical story and emotional process he was going through very well. The human experience is a journey that can translate to every person, everywhere and with both lyrics and instrumentation, there can be a synchronized meaning that’s mutual. However, some songs in Abismo contain lyrics that are essential in translating the depth of reality he faced in the abyss.

“Well, I think that most importantly we have to establish that all these artists did their thing.. I definitely had a part on every song, but they just smashed it!! I think that the most important song for me is Ultima Llamada, the importance of the emotion it evokes is irreplaceable. Without words it would be impossible to explain the complexity of this puzzle.” 

 As we continued our conversation, the direction of interest turned towards the technical side of Austero’s work.  In our current time, electronic music production is very advanced and offers infinite possibilities for a producer to dial in a signature sound.  We started off with curiosity around the digital audio workstation (or DAW) he prefers to use to produce music and how he balances live recording with computer-based sounds for creating a composition. 

“I use Logic audio. I usually go for a lot of recording guitar, pianos, vocals, bass, synths, etc. I usually don’t use soft synths at all.  A lot of my drums were recorded in Mexico. I also use samples. I was never good at cracking software and all of that, so I always tried to use outboard gear. “

Austero went on to explain a general session flow for making a song and how he gets in the zone to produce quality music. We asked if there was a defined template of choice he built off from or if he preferred to start from scratch each time. 

“I start from scratch, I have a template but just to have my gear ready to use.  I usually start with a guitar riff or a piano scale, and then usually if it flows, I get in the zone and then time becomes a construction of the human mind, you’re out with the fairies! Usually when I see myself not moving forward much or stuck in the starting of a song and it’s not flowing, I just let go of the idea. Start over again.”

Our last technical question regarded his favorite plugs-ins and sampling techniques that are essential for the Austero sound. 

Nope, no favorite plugins. I’ve got a big sky reverb unit that I love, and a Moog Moogerfooger analog delay pedal that I always use, so it’s almost all outta the box. Delays, reverbs, Fx. It’s good to have your own sound with some things, like my delay is never absolutely on time, cause it’s not a plug in, and that’s cool.”

Overall, the electronic sound design is diverse throughout Abismo, giving listeners a dynamic musical journey where each track holds a special production quality and displays a beautiful tapestry which is never redundant. Austero expressed the intention behind the types of arrangements that came through him for this album and how inspired emotions brought out his authentic sound.

“Look to be honest, I just flow with my capacities. I’m not a trained musician and I love that, everything I do is outta pure inspiration and emotion. Obviously after many years of doing this you know some things work better than others but usually I just get into the zone, when I can,  and caffeine infused hours pass without me having no track of it all, and then at the end of the day or usually the next day you just sit down to listen to what you’ve done with almost no recollection of what it was. 

I knew that I needed to do something special for Ultima Llamada because it’s a special song, emotive, and sincere. So I tried my best to merge Mexican flavors with electronic music and a lot of emotion. With Let’s Get Started I just wanted to sound new to myself, it was the first song I did, almost 5 yrs ago. I was coming from a long break of not doing anything and I just wanted to do something fresh and inspirational.”

One of the most notable aspects of Austero’s latest work is the overarching theme of Mexican influences that are apparent in Abismo, embedding musical flavors of his heritage. He describes how the inherent relationship with Mexico he possesses is always present during the production process and by weaving those ancestral qualities of his homeland with the other international collaborations was the best part of the creative journey.

“I was born a Mexican and I’ll die a Mexican my friend, like we would say back home, “this ain’t the flu”, meaning it doesn’t go away. I’m very proud of my heritage, it will always be a part of me so it comes naturally just to infuse those rhythms or colorful scenarios cause, that’s who I am. Batteries are included. Weaving it all together was the best part of it, for example in Ultima Llamada, a completely Mexican Ranchera style song in essence. I recorded Megumi Hope (Dub Princess) doing back vocals for Caro Vargas, someone she’s never met, both trying to portray my story, a feeling of something that had never happened to them.”

The album’s diverse sound dynamic in exceptional but we felt the most defining take away from Abismo is the streaming current of heart and soul through Austero’s melodies, lyrics and samples, thus bringing a humanistic depth that can connect to listeners and dance floors worldwide. Austero speaks upon how he feels these compositions can help bring the world together in this time and the real beauty of his music is through the emotions that go into each project which can resonate with the personal struggles that all people face.

“Well, as we all know it, life sometimes gets hard. I know from experience and making these songs got me through some heavy times. I could only hope that they would do the same for other people too. Whatever hardships they’re going through..”

To conclude our interview we brought the focus to the future and asked Austero to give us a glimpse of how he intends to share the Abismo live after it has been released. Unfortunately, like most performing artists at the moment, his plans for a tour changed. A return for the Symbiosis’s Global Eclipse gathering in Patagonia this year is still pending but all is uncertain now. He shares thoughts on the global pandemic and an exciting vision to bring his live act back to the stage consisting of all featured artists on the album.

“Well the “collective” as I like to call it, is, almost all the featured artists of the album playing in one stage, we’ve done it a few times and it’s amazing.. the level of musicality and spontaneity is great, and fun, and terrifying at the same time.  It’s Alejandro on the Mexican guitars which is such a show to watch, Arowe on vocals, Kudos Mc’ing and backbone of the arrangements is Mista Savona with his unique piano flavour. Just orchestrate everything from behind. They do their thing, and they do it well. 

We had a national tour for the album launch, but everything changed. I don’t know if the Patagonia gig is going on. It’s all limbo vision at the moment – shit has hit the fan. Probably a good time to rethink how we live our lives. We’re all in this together and play our unique part in the ecosystem, might as well respect all living beings as much as we can. Everybody deserves to be happy.”

Serenity Gathering Recap: Conversation with Kalya Scintilla & Eve Olution

Upon returning from Serenity Gathering, we feel the utmost exuberance from the experience we had. The intimacy, openness and intention of the festival allowed for a container to fully drop in, release the body and recharge the heart and mind. The smaller production of Serenity at Woodward Reservoir was easily noticed compared to the large scale of Symbiosis we observed in the past. The close knit feel provided a nourishing energy, that was not over stimulating and fluidly comfortable throughout.

The music, spirit and community connection during the weekend created great momentum to carry forward into the vibrant summer months ahead. In celebration of the festival’s strong impression on us, we are incredibly excited to present our post-coverage interview with the closing artist and headliner Kalya Scintilla and Eve Olution.

As a leading contributor at Serenity Gathering and events like it, we invited Kalya to offer personal insights on how he makes his music and how it is received. Our conversation ranges from a discussion on the inclusion of nature and sampling techniques to appropriation and the importance of ancient culture in electronic music production today. Enjoy!

  1. Australian Inspiration

Breaking Borders: Inspiration from your Australian background has certainly helped you create a signature for your sound. You’ve mentioned that you’ve even picked up the didgeridoo after a series of dreams. How has aboriginal dreamtime and integration of nature consciousness played into your music production?

Kalya Scintilla and Eve Olution: There is an intimate link that has been there from the start. It is only now after living abroad for 5+ years that I see and feel how deep that link is. Growing up in that ancient land and spending a lot of my early years from child to adult in ‘the bush’ it was just second nature. I never really  thought about the influence that Land has on art until I started to see the patterns when creating music in other foreign lands. Nature is ever present. Infinitely inspiring. She is clear and focused, serene and calming (most of the time). When you immerse yourself in her world you have no choice but to breathe that soothing energy into your life and all that you do. She is still the number one inspiration for all my artistic endeavors.

The Dreamtime, stories and wisdom of the indigenous tribes of Australia have started to weave their way into my life in a big way in the last 6 months. I have been reading books, listening to music and chants, watching documentaries and brought a new Dreaming Diary to write down my dreams again. The new Merkaba songs intend to focus this inspiration and energy.

https://soundcloud.com/kalyascintilla/01-kalya-scintilla-manzanita?in=kalyascintilla/sets/listen-to-the-trees

  1. Inspiration From the Ancient

Your music blends technological elements from today with traditional elements from the past. What inspires you to root your music so deeply in these indigenous sounds? Do you feel that incorporating ancient culture elicits something in the listener that is relevant today?

For the most part ancient tribes and peoples had a stronger and more healthy relationship with our mother earth. Not all of them of course, there were many ancients that caused destruction. But I tend to listen for stories of those attuned to the mother and weave that into the narrative and intention of the songs. Eve weaves this energy in through the live performance.

We echo the stories and sounds of the ancients because we feel it as a necessary grounding force for our current state as a human family. There is currently so much disconnection from an awareness, relationship and responsibility to the earth. It looks as though things are very much out of balance and yet inside every human lies the connection to all that has come before. Many humans live a lot of their life looking into a screen, living entirely from their head. There is nothing wrong with technology but if we quest for it in a way where we forget our connection to the mother then its game over, which is now becoming obvious to everyone.

Through music and performance that has intentionally been created to carry a feeling of something ancient, we intend to offer a moment to reconnect to our bodies and thus reconnect to mother earth.

It’s as simple as a drum beat and bare feet dancing on the earth.

  1. Audio Alchemy

With your participation as a speaker for the Audio Alchemy Retreat last year, you had the opportunity to teach about your music production process on a deeper level. Can you sum up your connection to the Audio Alchemy process in reflection to your own workflow? How does incorporating esoteric elements into your process help define your sound?

We (Eve and I)  simply create stories and intentions based on what inspires and resonates with us. Then we jam and collage ideas and throw things back and forth. The key is to be light hearted and to have fun during the creation process. The times I have become to serious or mental the music stops writing itself and the struggle is real. There is a huge link between self work, respect, and the creative process; so when it is creation time we like to get in a flow of eating well, getting lots of sleep, taking time to rest and be in nature.

Whatever you are embodying in your life will end up in your creative mandala.

  1. Using Samples to Connect with Former Selves

Your insights from a past interview have brought forth the idea that using samples from a variety of locations and time periods can evoke a connection to past incarnations of the self. Bridging off from this, what instruments, rhythms and/or frequencies do you particularly resonate with for this purpose? What are some of the ways you work with specific samples and sound design techniques that transmit a strong effect on the listener?

It’s all in the feeling. A simple beat of an African drum is already taking you back to an ancient place…. Why? Because we now know that the current human came from Africa and all of our blood links back to that place. There is a library of human story in our blood and DNA and we are just starting to understand this concept and its importance. That’s why I feel a certain place, sound or smell can trigger a familiar feeling when experiencing it for the first time. It’s like time travel but the technology is not some advanced machine created on the outside, its the human body and its infinite wisdom on the inside.

The way we tap into this wisdom is not through the mind and its brilliant ability to calculate but through the heart and it’s effortless ability to navigate.

So as far as technique goes it’s all about feeling throughout the process. Playing with ideas, visions and concepts and feeling them as you create. It’s a feedback loop between your body and your art… always.

I intend to translate this process deeper into a video or course one day.

  1. Sampling and Appropriation

In recent years, there has been a debate over the act of appropriation versus appreciation within electronic music production. When incorporating samples from other cultures that are not your own, where do you see this line drawn with regards to appropriating traditions versus honoring them through music?

The fact I stated earlier sums it up. Through DNA testing we can see and know that we are ALL connected. Through awareness of the lines of wisdom from ancient Tibet, India, Indonesia, Egypt, Africa, and so many more we hear a human story of reincarnation. A story that for thousands of years has told us that the soul never dies and choses to come back into human form again and again. Through these two lines of science and spirituality we are already seeing the story of separation dissolve.

If we look at the history of most countries around the world we see a story of invasion. Tribes conquering tribes, countries invading countries. All ethnic expressions dominating each other and themselves for thousands and thousands of years. Again this awareness gives us a sense of moving from a story of us versus them and into a story of us…. All Humans.

If you understand this you can experience reverence, honoring and intention to all human cultures. These shape the expression, your authentic connection, and awareness of ancient peoples when you choose to echo their sounds or stories. I feel that if your choice is to express an ancient culture’s sound or story which is intentionally done in a way of honoring, celebrating them, as well as respecting their customs, traditions, and rituals then this is extremely positive.

The way that the term ‘cultural appropriation’ is being used nowadays is a form of racism and segregation. Imagine if someone yelled ‘cultural appropriation’ at you because you ate a pizza and you’re not Italian. You see…. It doesn’t make sense. You are a human celebrating being a human and loving your pizza when you eat it.

The ancient stories, rituals, cultures, are becoming lost and forgotten; so it’s our responsibility to assist them to echo back to the future. If an ancient culture does not want their story told, then we need to respect that too.

And the story of the drunk kid at a festival wearing a Native American War Bonnet…. Why waste your energy shaming them when you can take the time to educate and inspire them instead. Teach them something about those ancient peoples that will then show them the doorway to knowledge and reverence.

  1. Live Elements

Adding a live component can certainly bring more energy and connection to an electronic music experience, just as you introduced with the live performance art and narrative of Eve Olution. How do you feel the crowd’s interaction with your music has evolved now that there is additional live accompaniment on top of an already rich tapestry of sound?

In the same way that music can trigger an emotion and an altered state so can theatre. Through her training and background in classical theatre, Eve brings a cultivated transmission of true embodiment. She invites us into the present moment, authentically modulating her emotion body and subtle energy so that it may be felt by those open to feel it. This assists in creating another, deeper, more subtle layer to the experience on the dance floor. The human energy field extends far beyond the body and we know that humans experience cathartic and empathic connections with one another over distance. So Eve will create an archetype/character or emotion matching the music and that will ripple out through the crowd. The vibe of the entire space changes as people become energetically invited into experiencing the present moment where sensations are heightened and everyone feels more connected & alive.

That’s the magic, power, and medicine of true theatre!

https://soundcloud.com/kalyascintilla/01-evocation-master-2444-full?in=kalyascintilla/sets/ope-ancient-eyes-a-story-book-of-earth

  1. Serenity’s Size

Serenity Gathering’s relatively small size must be exciting for you to play as it allows for a more intimate connection with the crowd and a unified experience. What about Serenity Gathering and smaller festivals in general do you look forward to as opposed to larger attractions? Do you have an ideal environment to perform in?

Intimate gatherings can and do have a special vibe to them that’s not often found at larger ones. But that said there are some large festivals out there that hold a special vibe overall. This concept of a unified experience is something I feel we, as a festival culture, are still working towards. When you have so many substances available these days to change your filter and perspective, the energy can become quite the opposite of unified. Now I’m not saying that anyone should not do anything if it’s not hurting another human, but imagine what it would be like if when we shift from using festivals, substances and dancing as a way to escape to instead using them to re-connect. Green superfood smoothies for all!

Tunis: Medieval souqs and 21st Century Politics

Only two hours from Paris by plane, Tunis is a city of ancient Roman ruins, chaotic Middle Eastern markets and grand French boulevards. At times, Tunis can feel like any other large European city, with modern technology companies sprouting out of new developments on the outskirts, with freeways and trolly lines criss crossing the city. Yet sometimes, between the last call to prayer and the sip of a hot mint tea in an ancient cafe, it feels distinctly North African. Tunis is not only compelling for visitors with of its assault on the senses, it is also the scene of some of the most important moments in 21st century politics and history.

Tunisia was the first and, so far, only successful democratic revolution to come out of the Arab Spring. After decades of dictatorship, young Tunisians brought down the regime and are now in the process of building a new, democratic Tunisia. However the direction of the country is yet to be determined. In the dusty coffee shops and cafes of the medieval medina, locals argue over the pros and cons of democracy, dictatorship and Islam. Did the stability of the dictatorship help keep unemployment low? Did the revolution give power to Islamist groups? And if so, what does that mean for Tunisia’s liberal and secular youth? One would be hard pressed to find another city in the world where these different world views are being so openly discussed.

By Walker Dawson

 

 

Into the Jungles of Peru

Vast Amazonian jungle is not always the first thing that comes to mind when people imagine Peru. However, the Peruvian Amazon covers 60% of the country and a remarkable 96% of its fresh water eventually drains into the Amazon basin.

During our last excursion to Peru we explored the land of the Incas, ventured up the highest inhabited place on earth, and ate our way through Lima, South America’s culinary capital, so we figured it was time to return to Peru and head into the jungle.

This time I had a Peruvian friend, Marissé, who was willing to accompany me on a jungle adventure. She has family in Lamas, a enchanting town in the hills near Tarapoto. So we decided to head there and make a few stops along the way.

The sweltering jungle rainforest metropolis of Tarapoto lies at the edge of the Andean foothills and the boundless jungle. The muggy streets are packed with mototaxis, three wheeled motorcycles, and stalls piled high with fresh fruit.  The locals almost sing when they speak Spanish and are exceedingly friendly.

Tarapoto is popular vacation destination for Peruvians, usually the gringos head to Iquitos.  During the 80’s Sendero Luminoso (Shining Path) terrorized the Amazon jungle and the central highlands. Years of coca cultivation and trafficking followed in these regions. Thus for many years large areas in Peru were off limits to travelers, but now it  is mostly safe and the burgeoning Peruvian middle class is taking advantage of the their country’s natural wealth.

The jungle is worlds away from the chaos of dusty Lima and the breathless colonial, Andean cities. It is a land of plenty. Seemingly every plant can be eaten or used in some way.  There will always be dinner. What they lack in modern amenities they more than make up for in spirit. No trip to Peru is complete with out a journey into the jungles of Peru.

Unmasking Macedonia

In Europe the road less traveled leads directly to Macedonia.  A land of stunning natural beauty, an eclectic mix of ancient history and modernity and some of the most welcoming people on the continent.

At every turn I was welcomed with open arms, offered coffee, followed quickly by a shot (or two) of rakiya, a strong fruit brandy, and often food followed. This is not the cold Europe that many have come to expect. In fact it is more reminiscent of an Ottoman and Soviet infused dreamland.

The landscape is absolutely stunning from the glittering shores of Lake Ohrit to the steep cliffs of Matka Canyon. Unfortunately, as is the case across much of the former Yugoslavia, industry has disappeared, and along with it went the jobs and the social safety net. While everything is relatively cheap, the average wage is the lowest in Balkans at less than $400 per month.

Jobs are increasingly scarce in Macedonia’s slumping economy, however the younger generation is tapping into the global, digital gold rush. In Veles I met a professional video game player.  A few of his friends are part of a ring of over 100 fake new websites based in Veles that tapped into the US economy by spreading fake news. It turned into a very lucrative hobby as the US election heated up.

Corruption runs rampant and is clearly visible in the capital, Skopje,  currently undergoing a massive government-led transformation. Most Macedonians think that the money is being misused. Giant statues of Alexander are great, but all the money could be spent in far more productive way.  The roads are full of potholes and crucial infrastructure is crumbling.  Turns out construction is a wonderful way to launder money and this is not lost on the people.  They voiced their disgust with the ruling party during the Colorful Revolution this past summer, but so far it was only a small step in the right direction.

Macedonia is immune to labels and endlessly fascinating.  Part Balkan, part Mediterranean and rich in Greek, Roman and Ottoman history, this tiny country has much to offer.  Ultimately I would return simply for the people.  It is not too late to explore Macedonia and experience a little known slice of Europe before it lurches out of obscurity.